This is what I need.........to build.

If I had money I totally could. I can figure out how to do most things so long as I am very determined or in extreme need. Which I am. I would like it in a tree...or on stilts so I will be a neighbor to the trees. I will sit around topless...because that's what you do alone in wooden structures. It will be sweet. I don't need much space. I like the simplicity. I will tuck this idea away and when I get a job...I'll start with my head and hands until I have a home. Look for me in the woods.

PIPES...such a stellar babe!

It's sick how much I miss Piper Crayon Sweet. I just floated into these rad pictures of her. I can't such much more...I want to cry.









.......my heart hurts.

THE END

I am currently doing what I do best...OBSESSING and loving.

So I am not really a take time to type my thoughts out clearly kind of mood. So I am just going to throw it all out into space.

I am currently freaking out and getting flirty in my head with an old flame of mine. I get so caught up in daily horse shit that forget about the people I love most.

Ahem.........





Oh my sweet goodness he is so lovely.
I........love.........him.

But anyways I am so thrilled and anxious for TERMINATOR SALVATION to come out!
I am inlove with John Connor.
Me and my dad used to watch Terminator 2: Judgment Day all the time.
Good memories for me.
But yeah.
It helps that I am also perverted for Christian Bale as well....seeing as he will be JC.
Blah blah blah I can go on FOREVER right now about this topic, but I won't.
Here:

Excellent!


I hope this is excellent too! It looks like it will be!


TERMINATE ME!

"Ronnie My Love Bear!...He's A Magic Man!" A little extreme...yes...but if you know him the name won't make me so weird haha.

I hunt really awesome people...therefore I have really funny friends! They are special people. Go check out Ron's blog. It is interesting and entertaining...just like he is.

http://rokarony.blogspot.com/



I can't stop giggling.

I think this is something special haha. I enjoy this.

I hope you do as well. Smile smile...

Made a few more Spec Neck(lace)s while dog sitting this weekend.

Here we go:

You like chocolate? You like bears? You like chocolate bears???

Well if you do.............me and the wonderful Heather make them! Well we did once. But we can surely do it again.......and again.....and again. LOOK! This is my villain "I'll burgal your heart kid"....bear.

I made a little something...

for muh hurrrrrr.





Pretty soon I will have enough things put together and then..........ETSY account! Woooosh!

Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together.................

So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together (ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba)

(Hehehe I think I am funny. I really like both of these items and I can see them belonging together. THEY ARE FUNNY AND AWESOME!)

Kurt Cobain had a dream machine.

Before I stuff face...I accidentally forgot about this part. Go go go! Give your brain a treat!

“Really, I think, behind everything, he was trying to teach people to see differently.”
Genesis P-Orridge, on Brion Gysin

Oh boy I love this stuff.
I am buying this documentary pronto.
I have been geeking out on all this stuff for like months and only just now realized that FLicKeR exists. Neato shMEATo!

THE DREAM MACHINE! And very amazing men. In my book at least.

Half-price books...thank you. Several months back I randomly found and purchased a book called "The Process", by Brion Gysin. I have not completed this book yet (I have a terrible problem with this) but it's a pretty grand find. The story is so interesting and it will lead your mind into a million other thoughts and places. So good. Anyways. I was curious about him so I did some wikipedia(ing) on the guy and that just led to a bunch of other super neat things and people. So check him out he's a cool dude. (Top left)



Along with Ian Somerville he invented the.........
THE DREAM MACHINE!
Who wants one?
Or wants to recreate one?
I DO!



You watch with your eyes closed...........then off to a place of shapes and symbols and colors.
Go read about it: Dreaming dreaming dreaming!
Very rad.
I would like my own.

Another interesting cat who worked with Brion Gysin is William Seward Burroughs II.
This guy is STELLAR.
Wish he was my PaPaw.
Watch this and you will see why.



He is freaking funny...smart...and a complete trip! Go to youtube and look him up. He does tons! It's actually pretty ridiculous.
Go take a gander...
I am smitten...in such a strange way. Look at this gent!


Anyways. I have more to go along with all of this. Right now I have to go eat the other half of my 20 dollar pizza mmm and daydream about all of this.

I am weird.

Oh my happy heart......

how close we are to the things that matter most!
I have been patiently waiting for quite some time.......and like magic...unexpected thing's are happening.
Example:

Baby sister BOO! (Ashton Hunter Sweet)











Little brother Sterling Sweet!














Little brother Caden Sweet!














Little brother Chase Wallace!


















And BIG SISTER ME!



















We are an eclectic bunch!
They have my whole heart.
POW! Feeling so good right now.

Thinking about oldies.

This is me in "88".
4 years old.
Big cheeks.
In love with food.
Not much has changed.
Much has changed.
Scatter brained.
Curious thoughts.
Family.
Blood.
My family.
My blood.
Seeking closure with family when they are not dead.
Strange.
Trying to forgive.
Wanting to be forgiven but at the same time not caring all that much.
Healing hearts.
Things are getting better.
I can feel it.





MY PARENTS! The best.