I made a little something...

for muh hurrrrrr.





Pretty soon I will have enough things put together and then..........ETSY account! Woooosh!

Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together.................

So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together (ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba)

(Hehehe I think I am funny. I really like both of these items and I can see them belonging together. THEY ARE FUNNY AND AWESOME!)

Kurt Cobain had a dream machine.

Before I stuff face...I accidentally forgot about this part. Go go go! Give your brain a treat!

“Really, I think, behind everything, he was trying to teach people to see differently.”
Genesis P-Orridge, on Brion Gysin

Oh boy I love this stuff.
I am buying this documentary pronto.
I have been geeking out on all this stuff for like months and only just now realized that FLicKeR exists. Neato shMEATo!

THE DREAM MACHINE! And very amazing men. In my book at least.

Half-price books...thank you. Several months back I randomly found and purchased a book called "The Process", by Brion Gysin. I have not completed this book yet (I have a terrible problem with this) but it's a pretty grand find. The story is so interesting and it will lead your mind into a million other thoughts and places. So good. Anyways. I was curious about him so I did some wikipedia(ing) on the guy and that just led to a bunch of other super neat things and people. So check him out he's a cool dude. (Top left)



Along with Ian Somerville he invented the.........
THE DREAM MACHINE!
Who wants one?
Or wants to recreate one?
I DO!



You watch with your eyes closed...........then off to a place of shapes and symbols and colors.
Go read about it: Dreaming dreaming dreaming!
Very rad.
I would like my own.

Another interesting cat who worked with Brion Gysin is William Seward Burroughs II.
This guy is STELLAR.
Wish he was my PaPaw.
Watch this and you will see why.



He is freaking funny...smart...and a complete trip! Go to youtube and look him up. He does tons! It's actually pretty ridiculous.
Go take a gander...
I am smitten...in such a strange way. Look at this gent!


Anyways. I have more to go along with all of this. Right now I have to go eat the other half of my 20 dollar pizza mmm and daydream about all of this.

I am weird.

Oh my happy heart......

how close we are to the things that matter most!
I have been patiently waiting for quite some time.......and like magic...unexpected thing's are happening.
Example:

Baby sister BOO! (Ashton Hunter Sweet)











Little brother Sterling Sweet!














Little brother Caden Sweet!














Little brother Chase Wallace!


















And BIG SISTER ME!



















We are an eclectic bunch!
They have my whole heart.
POW! Feeling so good right now.

Thinking about oldies.

This is me in "88".
4 years old.
Big cheeks.
In love with food.
Not much has changed.
Much has changed.
Scatter brained.
Curious thoughts.
Family.
Blood.
My family.
My blood.
Seeking closure with family when they are not dead.
Strange.
Trying to forgive.
Wanting to be forgiven but at the same time not caring all that much.
Healing hearts.
Things are getting better.
I can feel it.





MY PARENTS! The best.

Oh boy YIKES.

I am horrible with starting things.
I am experiencing this nervous slash anxious feeling right now.
Boo.
When something urks me out or makes me geek...I feel it in my jaw.
It's strange.
I like it.
I also like the word anus because it makes me grin.
I hate dislike things that don't make me grin.
I am a SPACE CADET.
I am rachelsweet...flailing limbs...DUN DUN DUUUUN!
And now I blog.
Well...rant.


Phew.
Glad that's done.